Six.

" kel lna ta'athrna , even umiii elii kant kela tad3ii 3laih.. bs wallah musta7eiil ansaa jemaylah m3ay.. Kan m3ay wayd .. bs wgt eljad jad , kent kila 3balii ubouy mareth nafsii bs tra marat el3a9abiya ta'ather wayd;* والكاظمين الغيظ ..
Kil ma 39btw ektmuu 3a9abiyatkum gad ma tegdroun , la'ana rabii ye7b hal type.

I should admit enii ma a9alii.. la y3nii wayd ajma3 wa6awef 9lwat.. estaghferallah. Allah yhadeina.. bs mu qa9d ma a9lii no zahaymer nesyan.. bs 7e6uu alaram nafsiii 7ag el9alat.. aw barnamj athan .. btw tra elnet wayd yalaheina 3an elashya'a elzaina..
Tra mu 3aib ena naghle6 .. la el3aib ena nadrii hal shay ghala6 o munkrr o namshii wrah chena 3emyan..
Al7eiin btgouloun mu meltazma wetfalsaf? No tghayart.. eshway eshway gemt a7afeth 3la 9alatii..

Kilna ghebnaa 2 weeks min elmadresa..
Ebt3adna 3an eldenya b hal 2 weeks..
Elkel yamshiii b 7laha..
Ana akteb advises.. mu bs tefelset zayed no! Abeikum tstfeidoun..

B hal 2 weeks. Nekad eshwaya 3laih.. kilmn lahii b denyah elaa baitna keln m3a elthaniii. Kan shay wa7d b hal esbou3ain tqasamnah.. elii uhwaa elbachiii.., bs 3ugeb'ha estaw3abna ena kil elii gam ensweih ghala6.. elmout اجال yenzel 3la kelmn kber o sgheiir.. hatha youm ubouuyy.. mstaw3beiin.. elqahar elii kent shayeltah min esneiin geltah b youm elii mat feiih ubouy.. htha akthar shay 3awer galbiii.. eqtana3t ena elbachii ma yfeid wla ra7 yred 3qareb elsa3a lei wra.. just live a day.. live this day.. plan for your future..

3la kthrr el6ag elii yanii min elghalii ubouy.. 3la kthrr ma drst min kil shay ghala6 geltah , 3la kthr ma ana eshtagt lah.. I want daddy so bad:(

AFTER 2 WORST WEEKS : -Home
Today is Sunday..

Dawmt o rfejatii ma ga9rw m3ay.. kamlw defatrii o sa3dounii.. b 79aa elrab3a.. :

Ahhhh!! Galbii jad gam e3awer like a shouwk eqiz sadrii galbii.. a7777777:'(
Gelt 7ag nafsii, 3ad al7ein erou7 el3awar..
Bs sarat el79a elsadsa wel3awar kil mala wezeid .. 7taa kelytiiii shouwk tqiiz 7ail.. eldam3a 3la 6raif..

Sharabt yemkn akthar min bu6lain may la'ana wayd zain lelkelya..

Bs i can't hold it.. elablaa b nus elshar7..
Kel eshway tesa'al reem are you ok? O i just nodded..
But I am not..

Kil ma 7sait b 3war at'thakar ubouuy.. at"thakar ena ubouy wallah el3atheim bs mra w7da lamniii.. I miss him without any positive resons.. he is my dad this is the lovely one only reson. I Love him.. يارب ارحمه واسكنه جنات الفردوس الاعلى

Suddenly I screamed: MISSS PLEASEE CALL ANYY HOSPITALL... HEARTACHE :'( QUICKLYY I MAY BEE DIEE

we wo we wo we wo * Traffic*
7a6ww elkamam 3lay... o bel mula7tha 24hours..

6ab3an ana getl'hum bs edgoun 3la 7md la'ana adrii omii wayd thayq khelg'ha 3la ubouuyy:(  3la elrughem ena kil youm e9abe7'ha b kaf o emaseiha b 3athab..

7md: ghada elshar;*

Reem: ghada wla reyoug haha:).. teslam

Kil'ha youm o 6ala3t.. galw maku shay bs ana mu meltazma bl exercies *Jsmiiii wayd 7sas* o cuss ma akel wayd... bs 6ay7a b hal te3lej b 3D o may:(

Aham shay umii ma 7sat b shay.. o eshway eshway gemna entqlam bl mawthou3.. bs little bit ta'aqlmna hatha elghaliii 3amoud elbaiitt:( need him so badly..

Me: yma fa6oum *Friend* msawya bbq b hal chalet maykhalef arou7;;)?

Mom: Makuu aked akuu ekhwan'ha..

Me: laa shkuu bbq o 3azma her friends tyeiib ekhwan'ha shakuuu!! ..

Mom: namay 3endaha.. bs la tlbesein malabs thayja.. o wla Bikinii ma bikinii o tef9kh jedam elsebayan..

Me: shakuu ekhwanaha mu hanak..

Mom: 7eta lw elstr zain..

Me: ok..

I was really excited la'ana awl mra azour my friend.. el3ada uhma eyounii bs ham wanasah o bbq o chalet akhhh<3..
Btw eshwaya gemt astanes b 7yatiii..

I packed my bag
..

Hello Dear chalet<3!!!!! Kan elsub7 maybe elsa3a 8 am fatouumaa maratnii:$
Taboun tshoyfounuii shnu labsaa ana:$? Here..
I wear my flat colourful shoes .. and also my colourful celine bag..  , Also my gold rolex watch;*

------To be contiued------- شنو تتوقعون بيصير ب part seven?