Ten.

(Never&Forever)

This post is dedicated to a friend from Qatar " SHAAYOUUUKHAA;****" A7bch wayd;** o thanks for helping me..

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3azez madriii laish shag el7alj o ybousem. ENARFEZ!!!!!!! La w kel shway ygoul " eshraykum enrou7 elshaleih " " mnuu yabii bringles" " went shaku" " AHHH shnuu esm'ha " " Aha esm'ha reem "

Ok? ma mlaiit went tge6 naghzat?

Abrar: I am a big FAN OF *Bucks.

Dana: Ahhhhh mee toooo 

Me: 3ad ana akrehaa without reson!! 

Abrar: mshkltch 3ooya !!!!@ 

Dana: ehh 3aks elnass remooo!! , Abrar call 3azeez khaywadenaa

Ok kent barou7.. bs now? 3azez bewadena NO WAYYYY , FAASHLAAAA!!!!

Me: haha mama badriya tgoul 3azez 17 , shloun ysouug :D?

Dana: 6aaaa3 haaaathiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!

Abrar: haha e7naa shababna min awl ma y9ouloun 16 3nd'hum seyayerr=)) 

me: Ambyyyy shlouuuun?? Kha6aaarrrr 

Suddenly 3azez dash la'ana kan bel diwaniiyaa bs yay yabii shayy.. 3ad abrar o dana y7noun .. huuufff 3balah ana elii gaylat'lum . OFFFFFFF MAAALEEEEEIIIIIIIQQQQ !!!!!!@@

3azez: 9ada3twww rasiiii ok bawadeikum , bs eshfeiha reem ma tabii tyiiii? 

HE GIGGLED OK? THATS KILSH MU FUNNY!!

Abrar: madriii tekrah *bucks o matbiii tyiii:) 

3azeeezz: 3yl maku rou7a:) 

Dana: Ahhh 3azouuziiiiiii;*** 
vgvvvvvv
Dana hugged 3azez;/
huh? o 3azouuziiii?
What a SLUT? ehya mu ekhtaa!!!! wain ga3deiin? e7naa mu bfrance o amaricaa!!! E7NAAA BIL KUWAIT TRAA!!!

3azez: wai3 dana!!! shal qelat eladb!! e7naa mu yahal la tnsain nafsch ok? o ba3dein ma7b *bucks o makuu rouu7aaaa

Dana: 3shaniiii ana 7abeibtkkk:$ 

3azez: n3aaaaaam????? daaaaanoooooo traaa kil 7rfff 3nd umch k? o e7tarmay nafch!!!! 

Dana *teared*: Sheliii ghayarik 3lay 3azouziii?? 

Abrar pulled dana away , o 3azez ignored dana , WALLAH RAYAL HAL 3AZEEEZZZZ,

3azeez: e3nad dana mara7 tyeiin weyana , yallah abrar o reem.. 

Abrar: mabiii ana bag3ad m3aa dana !!!! 

3azez: o reem? 

Me; ma7eb starbucks !!!

3azez: Ok adriii egouloun t7bein caribo emshay 7ta ana a7ebah , 

Sorry ma at7amal asma3 caribo o ma arou7 !!! So re7tt!!!!!!

in caribo:

3azez: reman abii ur #? 

Me: ma 3ndiii 

3azez; laish? 

me: ana bnaya ma y7tay # wla phone , etha bakalm rfeijatiii talphone elbait bs;p , o btw 3ndii iPad 3shan ma tgoul mu3aqada:) 

3azez giggled: baaal bal3aa radio , zain twitter? 

Nine.

(Never&Forever)
AFTER WEEKS:
Mom: reem tra elyoum benrou7 bait ydch bl shamiya.
Me: ahh ay yad?
Raghad: ee 9a7 maku a7d eserlna bl shamiya?
Mom: haw? Ahal uboukum kil'hum bil shamiya!!!
Me: aha.. 3yl laish kena ma enzourhum wla shay?
Mom: la'ana uboukum kan b khelaf wya ahlaa o kha9a ubouh , 3ugeb man9eb elshareka.
Raghad: amby bs fashla yma ma a3ref asamihum wla ashkalhum!
Mom: bt3arf'hum 3laikum mama badriya.
Me: mnu badriya hathii b3d:o?
Mom: esta7ww hathiii yadatkum badriya!!!
Raghad&me: AHAAA 3yl mnuu mama fouz?
Mom: Khaltii fouzz , ehyaa khalat uboukum o elii mrabeitah.
Me: ahh tra 7taa ma n3arf shakel'ha bs ubouy allah yer7ama kan kila ysoulef 3an'ha mu?
Mom*teared*: ehh allah yer7ama , allah gumw tzahbw!!!
Raghad: 7md mara7 eyiii?
Mom: 7md metghadii m3ahum .. sabegnaa
..
I went and changed to:

I put my cross black parada bag. oh imagin my look with the wavy hair 3AJEIIB 3LAY!!!

Raghad: 7ywaanaaa tshaaawgeeiin elyouuum!!!!!!!! 
Me: haha;p Thank youu:$
Mom: RAAAGHAAAD OO REEEM ANA  AN6ERKUM BL SAYARA YALLAH!!!!
Raghad: Amby 7adiii meshta6aa achouf my cousins;p 
Me: Me too yallah emshay khal nanzel..

So we reached elshamiiyaa .. mashallah bait'hum 3ouuuudd .. wayd kber eshaweg , o elbalaconies , o kel shay!!!!

7daa kan wanasah , mama badriya tshaweiiig , baba khaled eyaaneiiin;***.. kanw gam egouloun lna hathii 3amtiii , o 3amii , o hatha mnu o hathii mnuu.. by wishpering offcourse..

Mama badriya: hathiii sara bent 3amch mbark , hathiii laila bent 3amtkum noura , o hathii dana bent 3amch m7md .. o Laila ekht lujain.. ama sara ma 3ndaha khawat wla ekhwan wa7eda wa3alaya ,  ama dana khawat'ha fay o may tawa'am ..  o 3azez o abrar 3yal 3amtch sebecha , ama dana o may o fay ekhwan'hum rashed o bader.

Me: Aha eshawgoun chaam a3marhum? 

Mama badriya: Sara kuber fay o may 3umerhum 14 , Laila metzawja bader wld m7md. laila 25 , bader 27 .. o 3nd'hum 9bay yngalah khaled , Abrar o dana kubrich 16 , Lujain 18 , Rashed 12 bazer elje3da , ama 3azez uhwaa 17 kila hayt wa3laya m3a rab3a mamin kubrah!!

Me: haha waina? 

3azez: Elsalam w3alaykum

mama badriya: kaahuu el6yb we9al!!

KILL ME NOWWW!!! EEEEEHHH HATHAA 3AZEZ ELIII BL CHALET:O ELII Y7EN BE3AREF ESMIII!!!!@@@ NOO JADDDD 9ADDDDMAAAA !!!!!!!!!!!  LAAAAAAA SHAAAAAAL BALSHAAAA !!!@ AY BALSHAA?? ELAAA FASHLAAAAA HUUFFF:( 

Eight.

(Never&Forever)

I went and sat in the yacht. Ahhh no I am not going anywhere just sitting and facing the sea.

" Why only my dad beat me? , I am his daughter?" 

" Everyone get hurt? Or just me? "

" Did I do something wrong? " Oh god!

" Why the girls,ladies are beauty? And me? " who knows?:)

I JUST WANNA MY DADDY:'( .. JUST BEAT ME LIKE HIM!!! HE'S SO DIFFERENT DAD BUT I ADORE HIM;'( I NEED HIM SO BAD.

" Why they hugged their daddy? And me? " No I didn't:(

A voice came and cut the mind-questions.

3azez: uhh malch mafarr!! Yaa tgouleiiilii esmch? Ya b t'thleiin ehnii lei blail:)

Me: uhh? Wenta shkuu ge6a3.. wai3 inshallah ma awze3 esmii lelsbyan ma a3ref'hum.

3azez: ana mu ay a7d:)

Me: Ouuuhuuuuuu 3ad , Manii gaylaa shesmiii o bashouuf sheseiir ok?

3azez: yebteiiha lnafsch:)

A Tear fall from my big eyes. 3azez looked weird.

3azez; khalas sorry , mabii esmch wla ra7 aswii shay, byee:)
Then he wishpered to himself: Dalouu3aa:)
When I saw 3azez left. Ughhh ma bghaa:( ashwaa 6l3t my fake tears . Or i don't know what he will do? Hmm:)
I take my dress off. Yeah i was wearing my blue bikinii.
Then i jumped.
I swam & swam till i reached the place where the girls swim there.

Fatouumaa: 3ndaa 6jets. Bs elguys byakhthoun two. O e7naa lena arba3a. Y3niii terkab m3a elthaniiyaa. Ok?

Me: Laaa akhaaff min eljetss:( i don't wanna to ride it.

Fatooma: 3yl ok damch mara7 tyeiin weyana . So nadayy wa7d min elshabab bil dewaniyaa. Laa'ana founii foug magdar adeg 3la fahad:(

Me: ana? Laaa mabiii men9jch

Fatooma: haw laish?

Me: bs:)

Fatooma: ok , uhma yaboun uhma eyoun.

Me: ok:p ana badesh bakheth shower o abadel o ayiii:p

Anwar: ehhh wait 7ta ana babdel cuss umii ma tertha arkab jet wana labsa bikinii

Me: yallah.

I take a warm shower. And like i slept for 8 hours? Madrii bs i awake at 7 elmaghreib;p

Wiiiiii 7yaatiii my friends they left me to sleep as much as i can. 3aks baitna:)

I went downstairs. Y3nii i mean jehat elb7r. Welaa ashouuf w7daa mwa3daa jehat shaleihna. Bs mu w7da min elbnat i am sure ehya bent elchalet elii yamna? Maybee

Ok guys? Do you think it's cool? To have a girl,boyfriend. No traa entw bs mashyein o tqaldoun elajaneb. Hatha mahii min 3adatna o taqleidna ma trbaina 3la chthiii e7naa. Aahhh laa bl o 7ta belmadresa? Kil we7da takteb esem 7abeib'ha o tetshai76? O bachrr tyeina dmou3'ha arba3 barba3 cheftaa ams bl aven m3aa we7daa:( he cheated on me. Stop it guys shbstefedoun? Btkharboun baitkum beidkum? Btkhasroun theqat ahalikum? Or what? Traa hathii SUM3A!!!!!! .. kil ma as'al w7daa a3ref'haa shbstfeidiin min halrelationship elbaykha? Welwaskha? Ehhh traa wskha? O 3aib o ham 7aram t7acheiin rayal ghareib min wara ahlch. Tgoul laa uhwa my future husband? Haha ya 7abeiibyy gesay 3la 3oumrch. Tadroun shmshkelat banatna? Bsra3aa y36oun theqa kberaa 7ag shababna. Laa welsbay mstanes ygoulaha dizay 9ourt jesmch min awl youm 3araf'ha , o hatheich elthoula welwaskha tdez o 3adii 3ndaha. O talii ygoulaha ana a7bch o madrii shnuu? Wain ga3dein? Shalqathara awal mara asma3 a7d y7eb bl ajsam. Traa mu 3adlaa hathii? Wain ahalch 3anch? Laa welii yqth rfejat'ha tshajei3ha b3d , 3la shnuu? 3la hal qathara? Allah y9l7kum wehadeikum. 6oul 3oumrna nasma3 el7ub wara elzawaj. Bs entww allah yhakum masheiin o tqaldoun elajaneb.

Allah y9le7kum. Hatha kil elii aqdar agoulah.

Swainah ana amazing bbq :p 7ada eshaweg o ashwa ma yanii 3azez ;p eftkaiit mena wahuu;p.