Eight.

(Never&Forever)

I went and sat in the yacht. Ahhh no I am not going anywhere just sitting and facing the sea.

" Why only my dad beat me? , I am his daughter?" 

" Everyone get hurt? Or just me? "

" Did I do something wrong? " Oh god!

" Why the girls,ladies are beauty? And me? " who knows?:)

I JUST WANNA MY DADDY:'( .. JUST BEAT ME LIKE HIM!!! HE'S SO DIFFERENT DAD BUT I ADORE HIM;'( I NEED HIM SO BAD.

" Why they hugged their daddy? And me? " No I didn't:(

A voice came and cut the mind-questions.

3azez: uhh malch mafarr!! Yaa tgouleiiilii esmch? Ya b t'thleiin ehnii lei blail:)

Me: uhh? Wenta shkuu ge6a3.. wai3 inshallah ma awze3 esmii lelsbyan ma a3ref'hum.

3azez: ana mu ay a7d:)

Me: Ouuuhuuuuuu 3ad , Manii gaylaa shesmiii o bashouuf sheseiir ok?

3azez: yebteiiha lnafsch:)

A Tear fall from my big eyes. 3azez looked weird.

3azez; khalas sorry , mabii esmch wla ra7 aswii shay, byee:)
Then he wishpered to himself: Dalouu3aa:)
When I saw 3azez left. Ughhh ma bghaa:( ashwaa 6l3t my fake tears . Or i don't know what he will do? Hmm:)
I take my dress off. Yeah i was wearing my blue bikinii.
Then i jumped.
I swam & swam till i reached the place where the girls swim there.

Fatouumaa: 3ndaa 6jets. Bs elguys byakhthoun two. O e7naa lena arba3a. Y3niii terkab m3a elthaniiyaa. Ok?

Me: Laaa akhaaff min eljetss:( i don't wanna to ride it.

Fatooma: 3yl ok damch mara7 tyeiin weyana . So nadayy wa7d min elshabab bil dewaniyaa. Laa'ana founii foug magdar adeg 3la fahad:(

Me: ana? Laaa mabiii men9jch

Fatooma: haw laish?

Me: bs:)

Fatooma: ok , uhma yaboun uhma eyoun.

Me: ok:p ana badesh bakheth shower o abadel o ayiii:p

Anwar: ehhh wait 7ta ana babdel cuss umii ma tertha arkab jet wana labsa bikinii

Me: yallah.

I take a warm shower. And like i slept for 8 hours? Madrii bs i awake at 7 elmaghreib;p

Wiiiiii 7yaatiii my friends they left me to sleep as much as i can. 3aks baitna:)

I went downstairs. Y3nii i mean jehat elb7r. Welaa ashouuf w7daa mwa3daa jehat shaleihna. Bs mu w7da min elbnat i am sure ehya bent elchalet elii yamna? Maybee

Ok guys? Do you think it's cool? To have a girl,boyfriend. No traa entw bs mashyein o tqaldoun elajaneb. Hatha mahii min 3adatna o taqleidna ma trbaina 3la chthiii e7naa. Aahhh laa bl o 7ta belmadresa? Kil we7da takteb esem 7abeib'ha o tetshai76? O bachrr tyeina dmou3'ha arba3 barba3 cheftaa ams bl aven m3aa we7daa:( he cheated on me. Stop it guys shbstefedoun? Btkharboun baitkum beidkum? Btkhasroun theqat ahalikum? Or what? Traa hathii SUM3A!!!!!! .. kil ma as'al w7daa a3ref'haa shbstfeidiin min halrelationship elbaykha? Welwaskha? Ehhh traa wskha? O 3aib o ham 7aram t7acheiin rayal ghareib min wara ahlch. Tgoul laa uhwa my future husband? Haha ya 7abeiibyy gesay 3la 3oumrch. Tadroun shmshkelat banatna? Bsra3aa y36oun theqa kberaa 7ag shababna. Laa welsbay mstanes ygoulaha dizay 9ourt jesmch min awl youm 3araf'ha , o hatheich elthoula welwaskha tdez o 3adii 3ndaha. O talii ygoulaha ana a7bch o madrii shnuu? Wain ga3dein? Shalqathara awal mara asma3 a7d y7eb bl ajsam. Traa mu 3adlaa hathii? Wain ahalch 3anch? Laa welii yqth rfejat'ha tshajei3ha b3d , 3la shnuu? 3la hal qathara? Allah y9l7kum wehadeikum. 6oul 3oumrna nasma3 el7ub wara elzawaj. Bs entww allah yhakum masheiin o tqaldoun elajaneb.

Allah y9le7kum. Hatha kil elii aqdar agoulah.

Swainah ana amazing bbq :p 7ada eshaweg o ashwa ma yanii 3azez ;p eftkaiit mena wahuu;p.